Akhirnya ada waktu jg buat ng-MP lagi. fuih! after so many here and there, this and that, yup, it's the projects things, what else??? ng-gym pun juga udh jarang bgt, gw berasa sumbangan sosial ke California Fitness, sial!!
Beberapa minggu belakangan ini hampir ga pernah ada waktu buat online sekedar iseng, apalagi ng-MP. Kerjaan kantor gak ada abisnya, kelar satu proyek, nambah dua proyek. ketemu klien, site visiting, make drawings, site visiting (AGAIN), konsep desain, hunting material, presentasi, revisi, hunting material (AGAIN), presentasi lg, nyusun approval schedule, bikin detaillings drawings for my special feature design, site supervising (sometimes with with klien), serah terima project. And I could be getting more than 1 of those steps in at the same time... Specially for these past (and future) view months.
Kadang di tengah2 kesibukan itu, harus berhadapan dgn klien yg ok, kadang jg yg nyebelin(yg cm menjadikan gw budak gambarnya doank, krn sebagus apapun desain gw, pada akhirnya dia banyak ngerubah sampe2 itu bukan desain gw lagi, sucks! but no choice, I must do it)
Kadang jg di tengah2 kesibukan itu, si bos begitu baik, kadang jg nyebelin abis2an. Udh tau presentasi udh tinggal beberapa jam doank, eeeeh minta gw ngrubah material udh kaya nyuruh gw ganti baju. Ngga ngerti banget kali, kalo untuk ngrubah material, ga segampang gw masuk toilet trus kunci pintu (gak ush dkunci jg ga akan ada yg protes) trus ganti deh tuh baju, It's just.. kadang kan kita harus ngulang proses rendering dr awal, ck ck ck ck... enaknya jadi bos...
Kadang jg di tengah2 kesibukan itu, mood gw yg ga bisa di ajak kompromi. Kadang lg melow bgt, sensi bgt, bt banget, galak bgt. Untungnya ga mempengaruhi kualitas kerja gw siy so far. Paling2 mempengaruhi kualitas chatting ama si Abang, heheh
Just feeling tired sometimes with all these routinities, over and over again. Need some rest from all these hec tic(s). Tp minggu kemaren sempet dimanja ama bos, gw dikasih voucher 1,5 hour massage session di "Sylvia's Secret". Such a cool place, with outdoor shower bernuansa tripocal, huhuhu... mau lg.. Gw pijat minggu pagi jam 11-14. Abis itu straight away back home, dan gw langsung tertidur pulas ampe jam 8 malem...hahah.. the best sleep I ever had since these past few weeks for sure.
Things going so well down here, yeah at least for these past few weeks. The good thing is, kesibukan yg luar biasa ini justru membuat gw lupa sama beberapa masalah berat dalam hidup gw. Asiknya lagi, temen2 kantor yg caring abis, baik soal kerjaan, maupun hal2 di luar kerjaan. They are one of few good things ever happened to me this year, 2008...
2008... merupakan tahun yg paling menentukan hidup mati gw (hiperbolis bgt ga siy??). Kalau gw berhasil melewati thn ini dengan "selamat", then everything's will be just perfect. My carrier, my family, my love life.. all depends on this year. So should I feel myself unlucky or just to soon so say that?nobody knows.. Rasanya kaya lg berenang di lautan lepas menuju pulau impian, pulau yg penuh dengan segala hal yang lo mau dan lo butuhkan untuk bertahan hidup (singkat kata: IDEAL). Tapi pulau itu dikelilingi oleh lingkaran garis tipis habitat hiu2 ganas yg kelaparan, siap melahap dalam sekejap. Kalo gw punya helicopter siy ga masalah, terbang ajah, heheh.. masalahnya gw cuma punya pelampung dan swimming suit (ini jg nyewa, haha), so.. should I go through or not? Well that's another questions. 99.9% nurani gw berkata, "whatever happened, happened, so just swim over to ur dream island, everything's gonna be just fine" sometimes it said as another words : "when it's come the time for u to die, u'll die anyway, anyhow, anytime, no matter what, so just do it!!" . And as the perfect independent girl, I kept thinking : "I'm going to die anyway, so die trying!!". But this is what my brain keeps saying : "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die". Since swimming is one of my favourite sports, so I guess I'll take my chances to enjoy this dangerous trip to my dream island. I take it as my another carpe diem moment of my life. WISH ME LUCK, okay!!
(as I took my swimming suit and jump unto the sea)
Wish to see u at my dream island :)
